‘I want nothing more than to give a woman the orgasm of her life, but I don’t want to disobey the gospel’
Sex has always been a forbidden fruit for me. I’m a third-generation member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. We believe sex is reserved for married couples, and anything else is breaking the law of chastity. That includes masturbation, which is easier said than done; my two most intimate relationships are with my mattress and my hands. The first few times I did it as a teenager, I was devastated and filled with guilt. At 31, sometimes I ejaculate in my sleep.
Until last December, I was a priest in the Aaronic order for about 12 years. In order to advance to the Melchizedek priesthood, my branch president told me I’d have to go a month without masturbating, which I managed, but with a lot of difficulty. Around now, I was meant to be receiving my endowment, but all the temples in my area are closed because of Covid-19. It’s given me time to slip into old habits.
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